Are you fucking kidding me?
been thinking a lot… about who I am, what I’m doing, and why…
very confusing stuff, this life thing.
i recently made a to do list that had many of the same items on itskaldsong:autohypnotic:sleepswithbooks:backseatbanter:pedalwhereyougo:
gonorrheagogo:shredthepinargnar:bradicalmang:atrox:
I’ll marry my lover in a place to admire
I don’t have to even ask her
I can look in her eyes and thank God that I am forgiven
Or thank all of my friends
To say I’ve been true or they forgotten
And weary my mind is to say the least
Its been awful hard to just stand on my feet
I think I’ll slow down if I am able
I won’t drown in the ocean
Or starve in my place at the table
Lucky ones are we all ‘til it is over
Everyone near and far
When you smile the sun it peeks through the clouds
Never die
For always be around and around and around
And how is your sister and what of your brother
Extend hellos to your father and mother
What in the world would cause you any sorrow
Lighten your load
And see how I keeled the wheelbarrow I borrowed
Lucky ones are we all ‘til it is over
Everyone near and far
When you smile the sun it peeks through the clouds
Never die
For always be around and around and around
I wish I’d been a hunter/gatherer. I feel like I was born 10K years too late. I don’t even think it’s possible to live the way I’d really like in this world we’ve destroyed. So I feel hopeless. Do you?
It could just be the fact that I haven’t slept in 48 hours or that I’m in Miami, which just so happens to epitomize all of the things that I loath and avoid. Except for the heat.
The heat is fantastic.

Gabriella and her best friend laying on St. Augustine Beach. http://gabriellaishere.tumblr.com/
oh hey, that’s me! :D



